!!PEACE OUT!!

Jikan Yo Tomare-Azu

2011-02-08T04:55:00.000-08:00

君と過ごす時間　あっという間
気付けばデートはもう終盤
離れたくない　帰りたくない
時を止めてずっと一緒にいたい

テレ隠しなセリフも
見つめ合う瞬間も
アナタと居る時間も足りないけど
最終電車見送るまで
握りしめてくれた手
さりげない優しさが嬉しいよ
おとぎ話なら　すぐにアナタの
居る明日へ行けるのに...
every time, everyday, everything...
言葉にしなくても
アナタはワタシの特別な場所
もしもたった一つ願いが叶うなら
二人だけの時間を　神様止めてよ...

時間よ止まれ　このまま
僕のたった一つのワガママ
だけど　それは叶わない
このもどかしさ伝えたいよ
１日たった24時間
足りないよ　あと100時間
それだけあれば　もっともっと
見つけるよ　君のいいとこ

今度はいつ会えるの？
何度も言ったら　しつこく思われそう
不安と希望が半分ずつ
この思いは変わらない　多分ずっと
君は僕をどう思っているのか

every time, everyday, everything...
恋しいぬくもりと
言葉にならない心の声を
これからは素直に伝えてみせるから
動き始めた時を　神様止めてよ...
ワガママでいいの
帰したくないと言ってよ
アナタがワタシを望むのなら
迷わずに心に花を添えるよ

every time, everyday, everything...
言葉にしなくても
アナタはワタシの特別な場所
もしも　たった一つ願いが叶うなら
二人だけの時間を　神様止めてよ...

everytime everyday everything
もし離れても僕が繋ぎ止めるよ
アナタはワタシの特別な人
everytime everyday everything
信じるよ　時が止まらなくても
運命ならいつだって巡り逢えるよね？

運命なら僕たちは巡り逢えるよね？

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The time I spend with you is surprising
When I realize it, the date is already at its final stage
I don't want to let go, I don't want to return
Stop the time, I want to be together forever

The words I hide in my embarrassment
The moments when our eyes met
The times I'm with you
They're not enough, but
Until I see the last train depart
I'll tightly hold the hand you gave me
Your nonchalant kindness makes me happy

If it's a fairytale
I'll quickly go to the tomorrow where you exist
Every time, everyday, everything
Even though it doesn't become words
You are my special person
If my only wish could become true
God, please stop the time that is only ours

Stop the time, just like this
My only selfishness
But that won't come true
I want to tell you about this impatience
There's only twenty-four hours in a day
It's not enough, after a hundred hours
If that's the only thing that exists, more and more
I'll find your endless good

When will we meet again?
No matter how many times I say it, I keep thinking about it
A half of me is anxious and the other half is hoping
This feeling won't change, maybe, surely
What do you think of me?

Every time, everyday, everything
If it's a beloved warmth
Not becoming words, the voice of the heart
Because I'll show it to you honestly from now on
God, please stop the time when it starts to move
It's fine even if it's in selfishness
I'll say that I won't return it
If you're the one I wish for
Without hesitating, I'll attach a flower on my heart

Every time, everyday, everything
Even though it doesn't become words
You are my special place
If my only wish could become true
God, please stop the time that is only ours

Every time, everyday, everything
Even if we're apart, I'll connect the two of us together again
You are my special person
Every time, everyday, everything
Believe, even if time can't be stopped
If it's fate, we'll always meet, right?

If it's fate, we'll meet each other, right?

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i really want time to stop/
and that youll stay here with me forvever/
hey luv
i thought of you today. Again.

a fool for you babe.

2010-09-27T08:44:00.000-07:00

A fool for him.
Happy belated birthday luv;
for someone so sweet and the pain that you're causing me
i salute you.
You're amazing.
and hey,
i hoped you thought of me that day
i'd give anything to see you smile right now
i really want to see you
right now.
We're all fallen angels
but i'm glad i met you
you're my midnight sun
and you're what holds me down

Hey luv;
it's hurtin inside
and i'm not myself tonight.

-->領悟

2010-08-23T10:27:00.001-07:00

-->領悟

我以為我楹但是我沒有
我只是征征望著你的腳步
給你我最後的祝福
這何不是一種領悟?
讓我把自己看清楚
雖然那無愛的痛苦
將日日夜夜在我靈魂最深處
我以為我歲矕_ 但是我沒有
當我看到我深愛過的男人
竟然像孩子一樣無助!
這何不是一種領悟
讓你把自己看清楚
被愛是奢侈的幸
可惜你從來不在乎
啊! 一段感情就此結束
啊! 一顆心眼看要荒蕪
我們的愛若是錯誤
願你我沒有白白受苦
若曾真心真意付出就應該滿足!
啊! 多麼痛的領悟你曾是我的全部
只是我回首來時路的每一步
都走得好孤獨
啊! 多麼痛的領悟你曾是我的全部
只願你掙脫情的枷鎖愛的束縛
任意追逐別再為愛受苦

Hey luv; im maturing. I know we'll never be.
And i missed you here today.

Where are you now?

2010-08-22T08:38:00.000-07:00

-->Where are you now??
Maybe I'd be better on my own
No one ever seems to understand me
It's easier for me to be alone
But there's still a piece of me that feels so empty
I've been all over the world
I've seen a million different places
But through the crowds and all the faces
I'm still out there looking for you.

Where are you now?
I'm trying to get by with never knowing at all
What is the chance of finding you out there?
Or do I have to wait forever?

I write about the things I'll never know
And I can't find a moment just to slow down
It makes me think I'll never have the chance
To figure out what it's all about
So tell me what it's all about.

Where are you now?
I'm trying to get by with never ever knowing at all
And I still don't know
Where are you now?
I'm trying to get by with never ever knowing at all
What is the chance of finding you out there?
Or do I have to wait
Or do I have to wait
Or do I have to wait forever?

Decoded-->Paramore

2010-08-20T19:06:00.000-07:00

How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight
All the time.

Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride.
No, not this time.
Not this time.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are,
If you're a man at all.
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own.
(I'm screaming, "I love you so.")
On my own.
(My thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

Do you see what we've done?
We gotta make such fools
Of ourselves.
Do you see what we've done?
We gotta make such fools
Of ourselves.

Yeah.Yeah.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah, yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well.
I think I know.
I think I know.

There is something I see in you.
It might kill me.
I want it to be true.

The Last Goodnight-->

2010-08-20T05:40:00.000-07:00

<--Back Where We Belong

You kiss me, kill me, push me, pull me, leave me wanting more
You keep your promises back behind the bedroom door
You hit me harder than I ever have been hit before
I don't know why

Baby, baby, long before I met you I was
Crazy, crazy to forget you but just
Maybe, what you see is what you get for sure
Can't take this anymore

If you can feel it when it comes down
And you can see it coming around and around
If you believe this is a moment, control it
You feel it getting better, back where we belong

We keep on playing games and reaching out for something new
I'd rather walk with you than run with the other fools
Just let your body do the talking and we speak the truth
You know I do

It's just a feeling, taking me over
Time after time I'm losing control
You got a lot of things to give
Got a lot of life to live
It takes a little patience, baby
But things are changing, things are going to:

Baby, baby, long before I met you I was
Crazy, crazier than ever

Baby, baby, long before I met you I was
Crazy, crazier than ever be my
Lady, what you see is what you get for sure
Can't take this anymore.

missed;

2010-08-18T07:05:00.000-07:00

The harsh winter pales in comparison to the cold shoulder you're giving me
You're so close.
But yet so far away.
For someone so sweet and the pain you're inflicting on me,
I don't know how to feel anymore.
Seeing you weekly
is like lifting my veil.
My veil of pervading pain.
Disappears.
I was happy.
But. Realisation hit hard.
I was violently jerked back into reality.
I realised that what i'd been fighting for.
Wasn't what could belong solely to me.
You were what I lived for
for those few days of immense short-lived joy.
You gave me a reason to live,
and tagged meaning to my mundane life.
You shot across my pitch black like a metaphor.
And all of a sudden,
i was blinded by your dazzling white light.
Blinded to my peril.
Sucked into my very own personal hell.
And bought my one-way ticket to eternal damnation.
Sorrow and happiness lived side by side.
Without knowing the exuberant inexplanable joy,
of knowing such an awesome guy like you.
I would never have shed rentless torrents of tears over you.
Those sleepless night.
Coupled with bittersweet love.
Memories of you and i,
are all a vestige of what we could have been.
You're killing me.
Breaking me down. Tearing me up.
You're like a drug i can't live without.
It hurts so much to know that we can't be.
I know i've got to forget you.
But you're still lingering at the boundaries of my heart.
My once warm heart.
You're still beautiful to me.
Your heartbreakingly large eyes.
Your perfectly sculpted cheeckbones.
Your sensual lips.
Your awesomely flat stomach.
The way you look in your black nerd-like specs.
How you make jokes so easily.
Are all recollections ought to be expunged by the fiercest of flames,
banished to the depthless ocean
filled with secrets of many women
of their forbidden fruit.
The taste of love.
I'm still waiting for my rocket to come.
For that shooting star to wish upon.
For me to wish that i can go back.
Back where we belong.

i don't know if you're reading this somewhere
but if you are, i've really always wanted to tell you that
since the very first time i saw you
i've really fallen hard
you're toxic i'm slipping under

Love,
Gracia