Find your own direction.

-->領悟

我以為我楹 但是我沒有
我只是征征望著你的腳步
給你我最後的祝福
這何 不是一種領悟?
讓我把自己看清楚
雖然那無愛的痛苦
將日日夜夜在我靈魂最深處
我以為我歲矕_ 但是我沒有
當我看到我深愛過的男人
竟然像孩子一樣無助!
這何 不是一種領悟
讓你把自己看清楚
被愛是奢侈的幸
可惜你從來不在乎
啊! 一段感情就此結束
啊! 一顆心眼看要荒蕪
我們的愛若是錯誤
願你我沒有白白受苦
若曾真心真意付出 就應該滿足!
啊! 多麼痛的領悟 你曾是我的全部
只是我回首來時路的每一步
都走得好孤獨
啊! 多麼痛的領悟 你曾是我的全部
只願你掙脫情的枷鎖 愛的束縛
任意追逐 別再為愛受苦

Hey luv; im maturing. I know we'll never be.
And i missed you here today.

Love aint just a chemical; but a painkiller for many.
Its a drug. Once youre hooked. Game over. Deceptively sweet. Like a succumbus beckoning lustful man. To their very own personal hell. Her words are like honey. Her embrace is alluring. Her beguiling smile. It doesnt touch her eyes. Those frosted black diamonds glint dangerously, signalling impending doom. But drowned in lewdness, the foolish man goes to her. And lays with her. After the sordid affair. What then, may i ask, is left? After falling into her abyss? Neither love nor life. But a broken heart. -peaced. --------.----------- When we were growing up you always Looked like you were having such fun You always were and you always Will be the taller and the prettier one People seem to love you They gravitate towards you That's why I started to hate you so much And I just completely ignored you I don't know why I felt the need to keep it up for oh, so long It's all my fault I'm sorry you did absolutely nothing wrong I don't know why I felt the need to drag it out for all these years All the pain I've caused you, the constant flow of all the tears Believe me when I say that I cannot apologize enough When all you ever wanted from me was a token of my love And if it's not too late could you please find it deep within your heart To try and go back, go back to the start? Go back to the start I've been so evil with my constant invasions But you made it so easy for me, you always rise to the occasion I'll always pull you up on every stupid thing that you say But I found it so entertaining, messing around with your head I don't know why I felt the need to keep it up for oh so long It's all my fault I'm sorry you did absolutely nothing wrong I don't know why I felt the need to drag it out for all these years All the pain I've caused you, the constant flow of all the tears Believe me when I say that I cannot apologize enough When all you ever wanted from me was a token of my love And if it's not too late could you please find it deep within your heart To try and go back, go back to the start? Go back to the start, go back to the start, go back to the start This is not just a song, I intend to put these words into action I hope that it sums up the way that I feel to your satisfaction I don't know why I felt the need to keep it up for oh so long It's all my fault I'm sorry you did absolutely nothing wrong I don't know why I felt the need to drag it out for all these years All the pain I've caused you, the constant flow of all the tears Believe me when I say that I cannot apologize enough When all you ever wanted from me was a token of my love And if it's not too late could you please find it deep within your heart To try and go back, go back to the start? Go back to the start -Go back to the start ; Lily Allen ---------------.----------------- Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing Especially when I have to watch other people kissin' And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt Dreams, Dreams Of when we had just started things Dreams of you and me It seems, It seems That I can't shake those memories I wonder if you have the same dreams too. The littlest things that take me there I know it sounds lame but its so true I know its not right, but it seems unfair That the things are reminding me of you Sometimes I wish we could just pretend Even if only for one weekend So come on, Tell me Is this the end? Drinkin' tea in bed Watching DVD's When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers As if we ever needed anything to entertain us the first time that you introduced me to your friends and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand when I was feeling down, you made that face you do There's no one in the world that could replace you Dreams, Dreams Of when we had just started things Dreams of me and you It seems, It seems That I can't shake those memories I wonder if you feel the same way too The littlest things that take me there I know it sounds lame but its so true I know its not right, but it seems unfair That the things reminding me of you Sometimes I wish we could just pretend Even if only for one weekend So come on, Tell me Is this the end? -Littlest things ; Lily Allen ------------.-------------- In a mad world, only the mad are sane. The world is atropying at an alarming rate. Deveils debauch innocent angels. For yet another baby born. Another perishes. Nothing lasts forever. Not even that sought after one true love. For love is just a chemical. No matter the reaction. It is only mere faith that drives us to blindly love. The arcanum of the odessey of love. Shall linger at the bounderies of this cold heart. Seemingly nonchalent. Pulsating with love's delirium. -peaced.